forget-me-knots

i have been forgetting everything lately. important things. likely telling the mom of the little girl i babysit that she would be at someone else's house today. and i forgot that i had made appointments (two of them) and i didn't go leaving the appointees hanging. i forget other things too. names. names of people, places, movies, songs. things i should know. last night i could not remember the name of a movie. i made shawn get out of bed and look it up. the fugitive. really. i could remember that it was named after someone who was running from the law. but not the fugitive. it doesn't seem like something that important but it makes me feel so dumb. i know these things and i just can't remember.